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selfishness is not a bad thing.
2010-09-20 @ 9:50 p.m.


him: "i don't like being lonely either. you need to [move] your ass up here."
me: "well i'm trying, but i need a job first. and you're not even all the way divorced yet. and i fucking hate it up there, except for you."
him: "the only good things about up here are the proximity and the savings. everything else sucks. i don't want to live anywhere else but with you."

this conversation was had after he called, in a panic because his grandmother told him today that she can no longer carry both mortgages and will have to rent out the side of the house he's living in. neaning, he needs to move back in with me. i feel terrible for him because he is finally getting his finances and everything back in order, but i don't because i need him near me.

i am guesstimating that his grandmother won't be able to find tenants for the astronomical amount she wants for monthly rent, so he'll have at least til after christmas in that house. but i'm going to hope that it's less time than that. i know it's selfish of me, but i want him here. now. forever.