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amazing weekend.
2018-06-17 @ 9:47 p.m.
i had an absolutely incredible weekend. i have so much love in my life, so many people who love me who wanted me around for so long, but i always said no because i was too busy trying to please someone who was incapable of being both being happy and loving me as much as i did him. he caused me to lose everything. absolutely everything i had worked so hard for. but standing in the ruins of what i thought my life should have been, i picked up the pieces and arranged them into what i wanted my life to be. today, my 95 year old grandmother held my hand and told me how she was so proud of me for surviving this, and becoming so much of myself. she said she can't get over how happy i am. she said she's never seen me so happy, and she loves me so much. i am excited for next weekend, and the next, and the next. i am so happy and grateful for everything. everything. |