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2023-07-05 - no subject.
2023-06-06 - i am not doing well.
2022-01-05 - still alive.
2021-08-10 - vibrations.
2021-08-05 - mom.
2021-04-21 - checking in.
2020-10-27 - good thoughts, bad thoughts.
2020-09-21 - kvetch.
2020-06-04 - stressy.
2020-05-07 - valid.
2020-05-03 - not today.
2020-04-24 - just shy of two months.
2020-04-04 - everything is weird.
2020-03-14 - so tired.
2020-03-09 - just feeling good on a nice day.
2020-03-03 - final cat update:
2020-03-01 - all accomplishments.
2020-02-25 - surveying the scene.
2020-02-24 - nice day, new friend.
2020-02-19 - weekend, reflections, uncertainty.
2020-02-08 - goodnight.
2020-02-07 - various items.
2020-02-05 - on exhaustion and happiness.
2020-01-29 - too much action.
2020-01-28 - feeling pretty nice.
2020-01-27 - cleaning house.
2020-01-24 - comforting.
2020-01-23 - on getting me.
2020-01-22 - when everything is urgent, nothing is.
2020-01-21 - on business.
2020-01-18 - a day of contemplation.
2020-01-17 - bff, feeling better.
2020-01-14 - crazy talk, a homecoming, a home broken.
2020-01-10 - somehow this turned into a rant about how MS sucks.
2020-01-09 - restless and miserable.
2020-01-07 - thanks for the memories.
2020-01-06 - in pieces.
2020-01-03 - a bad start to this decade.
2019-12-18 - friends and family.
2019-12-13 - on writing, warming up, winding down.
2019-12-11 - coming alive in little spaces.
2019-12-06 - just the beginning.
2019-11-30 - quick, random little memory before bed.
2019-11-28 - top tier!
2019-11-13 - quickie.
2019-10-09 - surprise night out.
2019-10-06 - oct 4, 5, 7.
2019-10-03 - shit gets real.
2019-10-02 - boss's web.
2019-10-01 - thankfully finally alive.
2019-09-27 - good smells, good feels, a sweater.
2019-09-22 - a rescue, an attitude, a conversation, all my love.
2019-09-18 - the tracking sheets.
2019-09-17 - more to come.
2019-09-15 - that's that.
2019-09-13 - i am ready.
2019-08-31 - good days.
2019-08-26 - nothing of substance today.
2019-08-23 - weekend roundup - aug 16-23.
2019-07-29 - appearances, red flags, deception.
2019-07-23 - what happens next.
2019-07-16 - two long days, some talks, the weather.
2019-07-11 - convenience, cats, crazy people.
2019-07-09 - m-w.
2019-07-03 - constipation, right vs wrong, escape.
2019-07-01 - negativity.
2019-06-26 - life expectancy.
2019-06-26 - epilogue.
2019-06-24 - no idea.
2019-06-19 - super grumpyface today.
2019-06-17 - yet another year, and i'm still here.
2019-06-10 - my job is the best.
2019-06-06 - good things.
2019-05-30 - would you want to know?
2019-05-27 - memorial day worry, but we're on the mend.
2019-05-25 - 75% cat, 25% other stuff.
2019-05-21 - taking care, bananas, time.
2019-05-17 - 3 days.
2019-05-13 - improvements all around.
2019-05-10 - skills, plans, recognition.
2019-05-09 - wasting time, and thinking of my grandmother.
2019-05-08 - two cool cats, and staying single.
2019-05-06 - relaxing, no worries, and a rhetorical question.
2019-04-30 - protect ya neck.
2019-04-24 - savour.
2019-04-22 - JC saga continues, on not wasting time.
2019-04-18 - why is she like this.
2019-04-18 - "a mom like ours."
2019-04-15 - update on yesterday. also my uterus.
2019-04-14 - tuesday, thursday, saturday, sunday.
2019-04-08 - just some crazy work drama.
2019-04-03 - for real.
2019-03-28 - upbringing, fun week, kindred spirits, satisfaction.
2019-03-26 - in a few years.
2019-03-23 - teeth.
2019-03-20 - quick update on last night:
2019-03-19 - when we were young.
2019-03-17 - spring cleaning!
2019-03-16 - a good review.
2019-03-15 - the SOUP, the weather, battle royale.
2019-03-11 - fresh start.
2019-03-08 - reached the surface, saw the sun.
2019-03-07 - i got my feet on the ground.
2019-03-01 - stir crazy, knowing, future self, welfare check.
2019-03-01 - is it you?
2019-02-26 - a moment of gratitude.
2019-02-22 - togetherness.
2019-02-20 - snow, organizing, pancakes.
2019-02-19 - all different things.
2019-02-14 - you know?
2019-02-06 - let's keep it going.
2019-02-05 - high on me.
2019-01-31 - thoughts on a past life.
2019-01-28 - in the moment.
2019-01-21 - quality of life improvements.
2019-01-18 - windfall, a separation, cats, and medicine.
2019-01-15 - a waning era, more hours, broken records.
2019-01-14 - getting old, shitty regular humans, reveries.
2019-01-09 - on feeling human.
2019-01-07 - ER.
2019-01-04 - retail therapy.
2019-01-02 - here's to living life.
2018-12-28 - muy dificil.
2018-12-27 - thank you everyone, for everything.
2018-12-21 - the family tree.
2018-12-10 - on being clean.
2018-12-06 - ghosts.
2018-11-26 - struggle has ended, part 2.
2018-11-21 - struggle has ended.
2018-11-12 - my sacred sundays.
2018-11-08 - "are you supposed to yell it?"
2018-11-05 - an easy solution.
2018-10-28 - grateful happy sunday.
2018-10-25 - some more things that i like.
2018-10-25 - bring on the winter, bring on the snow.
2018-10-19 - august 7.
2018-10-16 - smiling.
2018-10-13 - nothing at all to worry about.
2018-10-02 - here i am.
2018-09-28 - be clear not cruel.
2018-09-25 - you're not getting any younger.
2018-09-17 - taking flight.
2018-09-09 - peace.
2018-09-04 - here's to tomorrow.
2018-08-27 - "this day of my life will never come again."
2018-08-20 - upward trajectory.
2018-08-13 - the day the bomb dropped.
2018-07-29 - lately.
2018-07-14 - man emotions, forward progress, molting.
2018-06-28 - what truly matters.
2018-06-17 - amazing weekend.
2018-06-10 - organizing, assembling.
2018-06-10 - going forth.
2018-05-23 - i feel happy and good.
2018-05-15 - clearing the last of the dead ends.
2018-05-08 - attitude of gratitude.
2018-04-26 - someday is now.
2018-04-13 - my soul is at ease.
2018-03-15 - the good stuff happening.
2018-03-04 - budget success.
2018-03-02 - ready to start.
2018-02-22 - i'm doing it.
2018-02-01 - cutting the bitterness with some sweetness.
2018-01-22 - the waking up process.
2018-01-21 - let's see what happens.
2018-01-16 - what is the truth?
2017-12-15 - rambling about life and death because i can't sleep.
2017-11-14 - highway to the ...
2017-11-06 - what the fuck, life.
2017-11-02 - i'm hoping i won't stay the same.
2017-10-30 - do i wanna know?
2017-09-09 - such love.
2017-09-01 - bright sides.
2017-08-31 - and you may ask yourself, well ... how did i get here?
2017-08-16 - in contrast.
2017-08-14 - my baby; i thought i knew you.
2017-08-09 - i think i know.
2017-07-28 - any day.
2017-07-24 - feeling valued, appreciated.
2017-07-07 - boss, boy.
2017-06-20 - can't maintain.
2017-06-12 - deep in the forest.
2017-06-07 - to be blissfully unaware.
2017-06-06 - observing humans.
2017-06-01 - JC, the asshole.
2017-05-31 - sing a yellow nectarine.
2017-05-24 - why do we love them.
2017-05-22 - why do i like you.
2017-05-22 - done up.
2017-05-18 - cat reading newspaper meme.
2017-05-10 - the new spot.
2017-05-09 - who's the boss.
2017-04-12 - RIP SL.
2017-03-01 - miserable bitch.
2017-02-21 - the people we are.
2017-02-01 - language barriers and gender play.
2017-01-03 - happy new year.
2016-12-15 - grumpface.
2016-12-01 - what normal is.
2016-11-22 - where i am now.
2016-11-02 - a memory; good talk.
2016-10-31 - think on that.
2016-10-07 - you don't have to embellish, i'm still going to listen.
2016-09-28 - brb, hives.
2016-09-16 - people, man.
2016-09-12 - hey can you grab me something?
2016-09-09 - today is okay.
2016-09-08 - wtf?
2016-09-02 - mostly about work.
2016-08-28 - my shitty uterus.
2016-08-27 - but first, shower number two.
2016-08-24 - thesis statement.
2016-08-18 - yo:
2016-08-09 - foot fetish.
2016-08-04 - starting fresh.
2016-07-28 - why don't you have a seat right over there.
2016-07-20 - the promise of tomorrow.
2016-07-19 - in a pickle.
2016-07-17 - clementine and joel.
2016-06-30 - this is all i wanted from you.
2016-06-26 - stepping out.
2016-06-24 - i like numbered lists.
2016-06-22 - short update.
2016-04-04 - thank you for listening.
2016-03-29 - goodbye, so soon.
2015-10-29 - hi, it's me.
2015-08-07 - completely lost.
2015-06-29 - currently.
2015-06-12 - aww yiss.
2015-06-10 - tough issues.
2015-06-07 - judgment.
2015-05-21 - good times.
2015-05-15 - now for the strawberry cake in the refrigerator ...
2015-04-28 - lately.
2015-03-31 - everyone is changing.
2015-03-18 - computer talk: hard drives and backup.
2015-03-13 - safe and sound.
2015-03-02 - marijuana, buttercream, cats.
2015-02-28 - whew!
2015-02-25 - yup.
2015-02-19 - finally i will be able to afford silence.
2015-02-18 - another fun day here.
2015-02-12 - so, this is my life.
2015-02-09 - tired, so tired.
2014-12-10 - hi, can you watch my kids this afternoon? i`ll be back in a month.
2014-11-25 - departing now.
2014-11-19 - hoping for a pleasant tomorrow.
2014-10-31 - intervention.
2014-10-27 - land ho, motherfuckers.
2014-10-01 - whatcha gonna do?
2014-09-25 - and that was the end of that.
2014-09-23 - sexual sedative.
2014-09-18 - secret revealed!
2014-09-15 - brb:
2014-09-11 - looking ahead.
2014-09-04 - how to buy vegetables.
2014-08-30 - what are you dooooooooooooingggggg!
2014-08-28 - dear diary,
2014-08-27 - taking forward steps.
2014-08-19 - playtime.
2014-08-12 - sure.
2014-08-08 - not with a bang but a whimper.
2014-08-06 - sigh, okaaaaaa-aaay.
2014-08-04 - frustrating.
2014-07-28 - very much need a mental vacation.
2014-07-25 - yo sup.
2014-07-22 - sex stories.
2014-07-14 - ranty bitch today.
2014-07-05 - ejector seat.
2014-06-13 - gbf?
2014-06-11 - please. enough.
2014-06-07 - great job everyone, thanks!
2014-05-22 - not even complaining.
2014-05-09 - stream of consciousness.
2014-04-25 - little bit of assertion.
2014-04-22 - later gators.
2014-04-01 - indeed.
2014-03-28 - more best quotes ever, from my brother.
2014-03-26 - wish we could run away together sometimes.
2014-03-19 - one hand on this wily comet.
2014-02-14 - happy valentine's day.
2014-02-09 - articulating my experience.
2014-02-03 - couple stuff.
2014-01-06 - resolutions and the year to come.
2013-12-25 - merry christmas!
2013-12-12 - reconciliation?
2013-12-09 - tummies, vaginas, relationships.
2013-11-22 - you guys need to figure this shit out ASAP.
2013-10-31 - kittens and computers, not in that order.
2013-10-15 - year four.
2013-10-11 - no way to know until you do.
2013-10-02 - hello, it's me.
2013-09-17 - inconvenient conveniences.
2013-08-17 - OUR FOOD ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU!?
2013-08-15 - presented without further comment.
2013-08-10 - one of the best moments of my life.
2013-08-08 - another quickie in passing.
2013-07-29 - update on current events.
2013-07-26 - sorry guys, people probably won't change.
2013-07-21 - me too.
2013-07-20 - care for me.
2013-07-09 - goodnight, world.
2013-06-28 - love in the summer.
2013-06-26 - i will not take these things for granted. i won't.
2013-06-17 - oh, hello.
2013-06-03 - team misery.
2013-06-01 - oh, internet.
2013-05-27 - the weekend.
2013-05-24 - hypocrite.
2013-05-21 - i'm going to strangle you later.
2013-05-20 - no fucking way i got time for that.
2013-05-16 - you're just too good to be true.
2013-05-13 - what?
2013-05-11 - this morning.
2013-05-02 - just some stuff.
2013-04-23 - on being tired.
2013-04-14 - whatever.
2013-04-08 - today:
2013-04-06 - please please please let me let me let me.
2013-04-04 - all i can do.
2013-04-01 - easter weekend recap.
2013-03-28 - ready? fight!
2013-03-22 - on cooking, crying, wtf, and trying to get happy.
2013-03-22 - on cooking, crying, wtf, and trying to get happy.
2013-03-20 - nothing to see here.
2013-03-13 - this is all.
2013-03-11 - .....
2013-03-04 - appreciative.
2013-02-16 - the best part of the week.
2013-02-04 - while flipping channels:
2013-02-02 - when you are appreciative, the universe is generous.
2013-02-01 - i wish i could stop feeling so shitty.
2013-01-25 - wtf, you're always ruining my life!
2013-01-25 - also, i can't stop listening to billy ocean.
2013-01-24 - random memory #1001.
2013-01-19 - nothing in here has anything to do with anything else.
2013-01-18 - just for being you.
2013-01-16 - oh, my heart.
2013-01-14 - awww.
2013-01-13 - quickly, in passing.
2013-01-13 - insomnia is back tonight.
2013-01-07 - inflated self-importance.
2013-01-06 - short update, mtv, tattoo.
2013-01-01 - for 2013.


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i am a horrible person. i'm insecure. i'm crass, i'm cruel. i love but i am heartless. i write these things so i never forget who i am. in here, i withhold nothing. i live my life with no filter. this is the ugly, honest, hurtful, barebones, truth. i am not right. i am contagious.

i am trying my hardest to be a better person.