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�what is Man? a miserable little pile of secrets.� - andr� malraux "i desire to live in peace and to continue the life i have begun under the motto, to live well you must live unseen." - rene descartes note random entry image credit design by : ilazarn ikmal powered by : diaryland |
and i`m here waiting.
2008-04-14 @ 5:13 p.m.
and i'm here again biding my time treading cold water pretending i'm fine i'm here again waiting for what it always escapes me it's never been caught i'm sorry i'm stronger and that i'm not chaste i don't want your wine cause i don't like the taste and i don't like waiting just standing in place but i can't pray for deliverance and i'll never be washed in god's everlasting grace for me it's always the jumping but i never land always the outreach but never the hand always the greeting but never the smile always the teacher but never the child a lifetime of waiting but when is my turn and instead of giving up finally it seems i'll never learn i am the lighthouse and you are my ship and how many days has my light been lit if i'm scanning the night sky and you don't come in who knows how long before the light comes on again |