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 �what is Man? a miserable little pile of secrets.� - andr� malraux "i desire to live in peace and to continue the life i have begun under the motto, to live well you must live unseen." - rene descartes note random entry image credit design by : ilazarn ikmal powered by : diaryland |
dead ends.
2008-04-24 @ 10:18 p.m.
neither one has come to any kind of fruition. they've dropped off. i'm thinking of buying a house. everything is as it is. i like smoking more than drinking. drinking makes me too hot and makes my stomach too full and i always have heartburn in the middle of the night. the feeling is strange and dizzy and tired. just tired and sleepy. smoking makes me happy and i don't care. it feels like my head is on tight. i feel good and smooth, and everything is free. it's nice. two of them are locked up. i still love them both. i hope something happens. i hope i hear from them. i hope i hope i hope. |