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 �what is Man? a miserable little pile of secrets.� - andr� malraux "i desire to live in peace and to continue the life i have begun under the motto, to live well you must live unseen." - rene descartes note random entry image credit design by : ilazarn ikmal powered by : diaryland |
articulation.
2008-06-06 @ 6:17 p.m.
i've nearly run out of words and emotions. my heart is breaking and broken and hurting. not for what he's done to me, but for what is happening to him. he doesn't deserve all of it, and yet there is nothing he can do. this poor boy. he's not all bad. as soon as you misstep, you're condemned. i just want to give him a chance. i want to say i've never felt this anxiousness before but i have; i'm sure that every time there was someone i felt this. it radiates through me and consumes me. it's a lot like the depression, but it counteracts it. if i did not have this, i would have nothing to fight the sadness, and i would not live. it takes me forever to write when i can't form the words to shape my love. i am here and he is there, and that is all that i can say for sure. i love you, dear. the months will feel like weeks, which will feel like days. we'll see each other sooner than you think, i promise. life is so precious and we have it together. |