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anticipation.
2008-10-27 @ 8:10 p.m.
i'm pretty excited about next week. it seems really stupid of me, and i know i shouldn't expect anything, but for some reason it just makes me feel better. i want to imagine us walking together like we belong; i want to imagine us pushing through the crowds, fingers clutching each others' sleeves. to be honest, i'm not really sexually attracted to you - i just feel this intimacy between us. i want to kiss you, and be kissed by you. i want to walk on the boardwalk and feel the freezing ocean breeze in my hair, and feel your warm face near me, and your warm lips on mine. i haven't had it in so long. i miss your weirdness. you're creepier than i remember, and for some reason that intrigues me. i wish you were finally single, but i never keep my hopes up. ah well. life. |