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how strange.

2008-12-09 @ 4:03 p.m.

that boy, he's making things so dangerous
he touches me too much
he smells so good though
i love being hugged
especially when it's him
but today he took my arm while i walked down the hall
i told him he was going to get me in trouble
honestly, he's probably the only one i'd take that risk for
well, him and the one from last year
whose heart i carry in my heart

and the other one, the older one
i am more and more in love with him every day
but it's a mature love, it's not lust
i want to spend time with him and make him happy
the boy i just want because he's so beautiful
this man i want to make whole
i want to fill that empty spot in his life
i don't care how much older he is
and no i don't have a daddy complex
i just see in him what goodness and art and intelligence there is
i want him to take me in his arms
i want to see those hazel eyes smiling
he ties my insides into knots

i can't believe how differently i feel for both of them
lust and love
how strange