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life, back on track.
2011-02-11 @ 10:23 a.m.
boy was really excited when he came home yesterday because i was really excited to see him. he actually got home at his real time, 4pm, so i greeted him at the door and kissed him like i'd never seen him before, and he was all smiles and sweet voices. i made dinner really early, and it was fantastic (recipe here, if you're interested. you don't even really need to be that great in the kitchen, because it's super easy - takes about 20 minutes from start to finish, and you just need to be able to follow directions). we ate, then smoked some more, let our food settle and watched the simpsons. at about 7:30, as he reclined with his little bubbler, my hands made their way into his lap, and into the hole in his pants, and as my hand wrapped around his cock, he just closed his eyes and said, "ahhh," as one does when they've had a long-welcomed drink of water. we were both wild, and i had a funny thought to myself that it was how it was when we first started seeing each other again. he's so good, and so attentive, and i seriously came at least 5 times. my couch in the basement is too small for such hijinks, so we raced upstairs to the bedroom, and he finished on top of me, got up and put his clothes back on, then came back to bed to wrap his arms around me and kiss me. what a good man. we went back downstairs and it was freezing down there as usual, and he said, "in the real house, you know, the final house, we're going to have a fireplace." and i love it when he talks about the future, and it's "us" and "we." we had our dessert and snacks and went to bed, as content as i can remember being in the past month, and finally one layer of stress has been peeled away from me. i forgot to mention that while i was cooking dinner, he was all smiles and excitement about valentine's day. he's so against it as a holiday, because he thinks it's totally commercial and unnecessary, but he's willing to celebrate it with me because he thinks i deserve it. (he refused to acknowledge it, go out, or get anything for previous girlfriends. so i do feel special.) so anyway, apparently i've mentioned a number of times that i've wanted to go to a specific type of place for dinner, and he remembered this and made us reservations. he's really excited because he's never been to this type of place before, and i'm confused because i say i want to go to a lot of places, all the time. and it's not dressy. the reviews, according to him, describe the decor as "functional." what could it be!? i'm so excited. i'm so happy this boy is mine forever. |