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meh.
2011-07-19 @ 1:14 p.m.
man, my fucking back hurts so much. i've maintained an average 1,000 cal daily deficit this past week, which means i should have lost 2 lbs by today, but since it's period time i'm disgustingly bloated and actually GAINED 2 lbs. so depressing. but when i think about it, i guess it's actually pretty good, because i usually gain 5-6 lbs at the start of my period. so this probably means i actually AM down 2-3, i just can't tell yet. it's a mindfuck, and i hate being a woman sometimes. but whatever, the solution is to go smoke some pot. then i won't care and all these cramps and shit will go away. tattoo weekend 2 is next weekend. not this one, but next. again, excited. i'm trying not to think about it because i don't handle anticipation well. REALLY not excited about how swollen and ultra sore i know my leg is going to be, because this piece will be much larger than my left leg. it'll be okay though. a little pain is worth looking awesome in the long run. |