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what i do.
2007-06-12 @ 10:29 p.m.
i'm in love again. he's 7 years younger than me. he's not even legal. these are the things that you hear about on the news and in the paper and when people are talking about people who do the wrong things. there's just something about him that i can't resist. i know that if his parents knew about this, they would call the cops on me. i know that it's wrong, but i remember being a sexual being at 15-16 and it was totally normal. i was having sex at 16. it just so happens that i was having sex with someone my age. he wants to come out here to see me. i want to let him. he wants to buy me gifts, and i want to let him do that too. all i can think about sometimes is the way his skin will feel and how hot our lips will be when they touch for the first time. i know how wrong it is, but it's hard being lonely for so long, then finding someone to keep you company. i always ask when people have these types of relationships: what could they possibly have in common? but now i know. just this carnal, animal desire and a need for companionship. i think that many relationships are born from desperation. |