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�what is Man? a miserable little pile of secrets.� - andr� malraux "i desire to live in peace and to continue the life i have begun under the motto, to live well you must live unseen." - rene descartes note random entry image credit design by : ilazarn ikmal powered by : diaryland |
done.
2008-06-20 @ 6:06 p.m.
i'm done. this isn't fun anymore. i don't want to bother. i'm using so much energy for nothing. i don't know why i think that anything will work out, because it won't. i will never get what i want. it's just not the way that things are meant to be for me. i'm exhausted by this life. i'm sad and i'm sorry. i'm sorry that i didn't break free long ago. i'm sorry that i did this because it was easy. i'm sorry that everything will be the wrong thing forever. this is supposed to be a wonderful time for me, and it's not. my life was supposed to begin. i feel like it's ending. |