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i need a little time.
2010-06-03 @ 4:29 p.m.
it's weird; i didn't think we were going to get here this soon. it's all a blur. he lives with me now. we live together. i feel awkward about this because i don't know what it means. it wasn't by choice, it was by necessity, which is why i guess i feel awkward about it. it's not really that we "live together" in the sense that loving, committed couples do. it's more that he's "staying with me," which implies that soon he will be leaving, and that makes me a little sad. i don't have time to explain, but long story short, things blew up between him and his mom and she demanded he leave in the middle of the night tuesday. so wednesday, i came home during my lunch and left a key out, and when i got home, there he was, moving his things into my garage. i wanted this for so long, but i really wish i'd had more of an adjustment period. |