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i forgot.
2010-10-14 @ 11:38 p.m.
it's a year tomorrow. a year since he actually made it official. i've known him for 10 years now. 3 of them were pain and agony, broken hearts and confusing circumstances between us, six of them were lost time and growing up, and one of them has been love and wonder. it's all been worth it. i didn't write about it the other day, but we were getting his divorce stuff all looked over at my mom's house, and i was telling him i was excited about getting it done finally. he said, emphatically, "well if i don't, i can't get married." i was mentioning it because of the $800 a month he'll be getting back instead of having to pay her spousal support for generally being alive, but it makes me so happy that he had other things in mind. i had a point i wanted to make here today, but i have lost it. i'm tired. |