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crazytime.
2010-11-05 @ 2:58 p.m.
it's crazytime. depressiontime, moodytime, paranoiatime, doubttime, secondguessingtime, anxietytime. every month, the same thing. i'm glad i actually got my period a little bit this month so that i knew that crazytime was coming. i'm trying to work my way through it right now, but i'm definitely upset. my thoughts, as they always are at this time of the month: - what if he suddenly stops loving me? every month. every fucking month! i hate this. i wish there was something for it, but i don't want to take medication for something that's actually manageable. i just wish i could stop it. |