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on my dad and my period.
2011-01-25 @ 3:37 p.m.
having my dad and stepmom here was awesome. they make me so happy. my dad is warm and loving in all the ways my mom is not, and never was. sometimes i realize in horror that the reason i always wince when anyone touches me is because i was so starved for affection as a child. if it wasn't for my dad hugging us, as infrequently as we were able to see him, no one would have ever touched me at all. i feel sore and horribly depressed today. it's my period. it does it every time. i really need to get one of those little calendar/desk blotter things and record exactly how i feel for a couple months so i can better anticipate and deal with what my body is doing to me. like 4 days ago, migraine in the afternoon. sigh. |