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why.
2011-12-13 @ 5:08 p.m.
on one hand, it's amazing news, but on the other, it's a pile of shit. boy just got home and informed me that he's working, starting tomorrow, 6/10s. that means 6 days a week, 10 hour days. he gets overtime, of course, and time and a half into benefits. this is totally rad because it will put him a month ahead in money in just two weeks. this is also totally balls because he will have to take a particular way home that will be 100% fucked at 5:15pm. when he leaves work at 3:30 instead of 3:15, it takes him an extra 45 minutes because of the difference in traffic volume. i can't even imagine what prime rush hour traffic will be like. also, he's dead tired on a regular 8 hour workday, and usually passes out on me around 8pm. now what's it going to be like with him getting HOME at nearly 8pm? what about adding 10 hours on saturday into the mix? i'm so upset about it i want to cry. christmas eve? he'll be at work until nighttime. new year's eve? same. the money will be super great, but it's going to kill him and i'm already depressed enough on my own that i know i can't bear the emotional weight of both of us. i'm just going to be positive, make sure dinner is ready every night when he gets here, make sure his clothes are washed and ready and that his stress is as limited as possible. the money is worth it. the money is worth it. the money is worth it. it's only two weeks. it's only two weeks. it's only two weeks. |