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building a body.
2011-12-07 @ 11:23 a.m.
something to be happy about, optimistic about, is that i am at 178. i am 3 lbs away from college weight. success is sweet. a year and 6 months ago, i never thought this would be possible. i thought that boy just wanted out of the relationship because he was asking me to do the impossible. i quickly realized that the opposite was the truth - he wanted me to be healthy, confident, and to look as good as he knew i could. but most importantly, he wanted ME. i feel great, and i look awesome. -62 lbs. can you believe it? can you really fucking believe it? 38 more and i'm at an even 100. i will have lost 100 pounds!! that's the kind of shit you see on the biggest loser, but i did it all by myself. next to graduating cum laude, this is probably the biggest and proudest accomplishment of my life. |