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meow mix.
2012-02-13 @ 4:55 p.m.
so i handled that thing with my mom that i had been alluding to in my last post, and i know if word gets back to her or not, she'll be disappointed. but i had a much worse feeling about what would happen if i tried to appease her, so i did what my heart said was right. though i am still feeling some anxiety related to it, especially in light of other news i received today, i feel much better that it's over, for the most part. thought my sleeve would be finished on saturday, but i decided i wanted a few more things added to it, and though i love it so much, i am sort of full of regret that i want more done to it. i thought it sucked getting my legs done because of the bones, but that really pales in comparison to the absolutely insane swelling that is going on with my arm right now. it swelled up really badly last time, but this time, i guess because he spent so much more time on it with the shading and everything, it's HUGE and black and blue, and i NEVER bruise. so uncomfortable to sleep on, or to wear a shirt, or pretty much everything that i need to do with an arm. bleh! i think it's the cutest thing ever when the cats look at me and start purring automatically, because they know i can't resist petting them. sometimes i like to fake them out, and pretend that i'm not going to do it, but their sad little faces of disbelief always suck me right back in. |