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2012-06-09 @ 9:09 a.m.
for two days now, i've had a lot to say but started writing, got interrupted, and returned to find that i didn't like what i was saying. there's just so much going on under the surface with my brother, with best friend, with my mom, and especially with boy and little A. not necessarily bad stuff. it's just a lot, like a movie with a ton of side plots. lately, it's hard to write about one thing without having to go into the inner workings of the situation, and that's something i just don't have time for (most of the time). what i started writing about yesterday: sex and today. on sex: i need way more of it, thinking about becoming a call girl. on today: big plans to go eat some amish bbq, take a ton of pictures in this beautiful historic town that's now a park. little A is with his mother this weekend, so the house is ours. i'm super excited. back to sex: really hoping to get some of that really serious stuff tonight. no quickies. we had a conversation about dirty talk yesterday that was great. i will share. but later. i have to go get dressed and ready for our day. i have 85 miles of driving ahead of me so hopefully this shower will get me in the mood to do it. if this was like, 1994, this would have been scribbled on a piece of paper and signed with the big S saying, "sorry so sloppy." |