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chest, some back, shoulder, and upper arm to elbow.
2012-07-02 @ 10:28 a.m.
hey, so, you want to know what feels absolutely terrible? getting your fucking chest tattooed! jesus christ! best friend was taking pictures of my pain faces, and she showed me this one picture afterward and said, "here you look like you were surprised it hurt that much," and i said, "um, that's because i totally was!" i really didn't think there was a lot that would feel shittier than the armpit, but apparently the top of the shoulder and chest are equally as miserable, so i stand corrected! whenever i'm getting a particularly painful tattoo, i'm sitting there thinking, "why am i into this!?" but as soon as it's done, i'm thinking, "who the fuck cares how much it hurts, i look so fucking hot." so, you know, it's worth a little [sometimes kind of a lot of!] pain. anyway, so that's done. the outline, anyway. our next trip is in august, and i am not looking forward to getting it colored, but it really does hurt less than the outline. today, i have a beautiful day ahead of me to clean the house (-_-) since no one else is capable of doing it apparently, and then a nice evening alone with boy. little A is staying at his mom's until wednesday again, because this was her weekend with him, and then she wanted to pick him up tuesday for an early 4th, so we said why don't you just keep him until then instead of driving him back here sunday night and turning around to come back one day later? she was into it, so today i woke up to blessed silence. oh, the joy. truly. boy just called while i was typing this. just to say hi, and to tell me about his day so far. just the sound of his voice makes my heart flutter. "i'm going to stop over there around 3:30-4, then i'll be home to you." yes. i'll be waiting, my heart. |