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budget success.
2018-03-04 @ 12:16 a.m.
just real quick: i'm going over my budget as i wait for my sleeping pills to kick in. ended up going to work today but was super busy so the day flew by. boss has this crazy week of going places to get new inventory planned for us starting monday. he hates to drive so i said i'd go with him if he buys me lunch anywhere i want. that's always the deal (i usually get in to work anywhere between 12-2pm, but to do these trips i need to be in by 7:30. waking up super early is rough for me so i told him that's the compromise if he wants me to go, and he's cool with that, so it's on). i'm excited about the trips anyway because that means i'll have like two 12-13 hour days this week, and boy do i need the money. and, i don't have to really do anything when we're out doing this stuff except hold boss's stuff and try to get him to make good decisions. but back to the budget - let me tell you, it's so amazing to look at my budget and see not only that i've stuck to it really well but also that by mid-april i'll be in a really excellent spot with money. i also just logged in to all of my utility accounts and saw that for the first time in like 6 years (probably more actually), i'm current on everything. i'm being 100% serious when i say that i feel like i could just float away on the cloud of joy i'm riding. it has been so long since i haven't had to worry, since i've been able to just buy something silly for myself without guilt, and without repercussions elsewhere. every day gets better and better. my cat is in the bathroom trying to flush the toilet. he succeeded only once a few years ago and scared the shit out of himself, so i don't know why he wants to do it again. fucking weirdo. okay that's it. for the first time in a VERY long time (maybe even my whole life) i can genuinely give a big thumbs up to the future. |