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 �what is Man? a miserable little pile of secrets.� - andr� malraux "i desire to live in peace and to continue the life i have begun under the motto, to live well you must live unseen." - rene descartes note random entry image credit design by : ilazarn ikmal powered by : diaryland |
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2010-05-26 @ 11:08 p.m.
i was really worried about him because i usually talk to him within a couple of hours of being home, but hours went by and it was like NIGHT time and still no word. he said that his ex had texted him to call his son because he was crying. so he called and said, "why were you crying?" and he said, "because i called and you didn't answer the phone!" and i thought it was so cute that this little boy and i, who have still never met, both were so worried and so concerned about him. he was really touched that we both cared so much. (he ended up coming home from work and falling asleep until 9:20.) so we talked for over an hour, and kept continuing the conversation even though we both knew he needed to go, and he said, "you know, you're the only person i can talk to and never run out of things to say." and i thought that was really sweet, because i feel the same way about him. and then he told me how much he missed me and was excited to get this side job finished early, before the weekend, so we can have the whole thing together. monday is memorial day and we'd have 3 days instead of 1.5. i hope i hope. i miss those weekends when we would just lay together in bed doing absolutely nothing. now it sometimes feels like we need to accomplish a certain amount of things before we run out of time. i don't want my time with him to be rushed. tomorrow: looking for apartments for him, maybe grocery shopping, workout, gaming. i stopped eating carbs for dinner and i've lost a number of pounds this week. i'm really happy with my progress. i didn't think this was something i could do, but i want to do it for him, for us. |