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"everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."

2010-09-29 @ 3:02 p.m.

you just called and sounded so sad. and i asked why and you sighed and said, "and i guess it's just being lonely. i don't know why. it's so weird ... it's just so weird without you."

and i told you that i knew. because i never wanted to say, and seem too needy, but i feel the same way. i don't get much done. i'm not thinking straight. i miss you so much.

... and he sighed again and got so quiet, and i feigned cheerful as i usually do when he starts going down, and told him it's almost friday so he should be excited instead of so sad.

then i hung up the phone and cried. not for long, but the tears came. and he's still up there, and i am still down here. it doesn't help anything, and it doesn't feel much better.