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just a couple days.
2010-10-02 @ 12:13 a.m.
he's back. i walked in with so many groceries i could barely carry them all, and here he comes down the stairs, freshly washed and shaven and still wet and so beautiful. and he smiled and looked delicious, and he was when i kissed him. we had a totally ridiculous dinner, then he started falling asleep because his day was so stressful and he works way too hard. i put him to bed and went back up about an hour later to take a shower, and in the dark he's mumbling to me in his sleep, and i just kept replying, "yes, honey. i know." tomorrow we're headed to the beach, where i know it will be cold and windy. i have to remember to put the correct lens on my camera or there will be no point in taking it. boy needs a camera, too. i think i'm going to get one for him for our anniversary, but i don't want to feel like a jerk because he probably doesn't remember when our anniversary actually is. i love him, but he smokes so much he doesn't even know his own phone number anymore. time to tuck myself into bed. i stayed up late because i took a prescription strength motrin with dinner for cramps. i'm allergic to aspirin and ibuprofen, but i took a benadryl with it too, but apparently it's way too high a dose for me. my throat constricted and i got a couple hives, so i took another benadryl and am finally feeling okay. i was scared i would fall asleep and suffocate to death. i know it seems silly, but i've read that that can happen. ah. i miss hearing him breathing beside me, and though i'd never admit it to him, i miss fighting with his unconscious self about giving me some of the sheets. i'm happy he's here, as briefly as it will be. |