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disorganized update.
2010-12-05 @ 11:32 p.m.
my mom bought his son a lego calendar for december, and he told him it was from his best friend and his son loved it. bf actually said "loved it is an understatement." each day of december has a little tiny sack of pieces inside, and you build a little holiday themed scene from all of the completed sets at the end of the month. it's really cute, and i was so happy he likes it. he also told me yesterday that his grandmother just informed him that she found renters. for like, tuesday. this tuesday. if the one guy (he's young) finds a co-signer for the lease, they will definitely take it and want to be in there asap. so i guess that means he's moving back in with me, which is not a problem at all, i just don't want him to be unhappy. the commute is brutal. it's 75 miles from here to his house, but that doesn't count the extra 40 minutes to an hour north of there that he is usually working. it's horrible, and it makes my stomach churn thinking about how stressed it makes him, but it's the only way. if he gets an apartment up there right now, at this point, he can't afford it. he'd get an apartment to be close to work so he could work to pay for the apartment. and that's no way to live. so we'll see. he'll let me know tomorrow, and if that's the deal i'll need to meet him up there tuesday to load my car with stuff so he doesn't need to make 3 trips. i want christmas. i'm excited for it. i want to give him his present (because i'm excited to play with it too!) and i miss my brother and i want to see him. completely unrelated to anything, i started taking alteril for my insomnia and it's working pretty well. i get the limp-limbed, heavy-eyelid thing going on after about a half an hour, and then i get that feeling like, "i should lay down now," and then i sleep all night. AND i wake up at a normal time. the tylenol/ibuprofen pm thing was always effective, but i was knocked out for hours. i can't keep waking up at noon. it just doesn't work. |