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amazing experiences.
2011-03-26 @ 11:24 p.m.
I can't even begin to describe what happened between us this evening. It's just one of those things. It was physical, it was emotional, it was all primal and unspoken but so significant. We hadn't had sex in like 2 weeks. He was being snippy as hell, as I had mentioned, so I wasn't really feeling in a sexy mood. Today, though, one of the erotica tumblrs I follow had q&a and someone suggested fantasti.cc as a good free porn source. I figured i should check it out, since I love porn. It was just as awesome as advertised, delivering search results for some of my most obscure and strange fetishes. Needless to say, I was wildly horny, waiting for him to get home. I didn't want to dirty text him at a funeral. Seemed tacky. My plan was to intercept him at the door in his suit, force him to remove his clothes, then get what I wanted. But he came in starving and demanding I get dressed so we could go eat. I did, disappointed, but obliged. We ate, we returned, and we smoked. We have Alaskan thunderfuck again, so I got tore up. Since weed removes my inhibitions as well as my gag reflex, I just told him I wanted him to get rid of his pants so I could service him. Of course he was excited to do so, so I gave him a leisurely blowjob, and then he redirected us upstairs to bed. First, he was on top. I came a couple times, legs twitching, pretty powerful stuff. Then I got on top, and that's when things got crazy. I was riding him hard, and he was smacking my ass, HARD, and he's like yelling YEAH! up at me, and I came again. But this was like no other orgasm I have ever experienced. I couldn't catch my breath, and I couldn't move. I felt this huge gush of fluid, and I was thinking, really? Did I really just pee? But then I felt for his cock because it had slipped out and it was sticky, and I realized I just squirted EVERYWHERE. So after the confusion left me and the second orgasm had already begun, I just clutched the headboard and closed my eyes. From my head to my toes, absolute pure unadulterated pleasure. Think of the best feeling you've ever had in your life and multiply it by 10. Think of the best orgasm you've ever had in your life and multiply that by 100. Now add them together. I can't describe it in any other way. Completely losing control. Leaving your body for a few moments. He was delighted and was looking up at me, laughing and splashing my cum all over. He was soaked but so happy about it. He flipped me over and on my side and came that way, but took my hand in his and touched my face, and my shoulder, and kissed me softly as he finished twitching in me, looking in my eyes the whole while. I collapsed, and we lay together naked on top of the bed, and giggled about whatever silly shit he was saying. We started to doze but he said he was going back downstairs, but in a minute. He fell asleep immediately, so I woke him up to go down there. I asked if he was coming and he said, "don't go," and I needed a drink so bad I didn't even realize that he just wanted to lay with me, which we haven't done in so long. And I realized how lucky I am to have had this experience in my life. I feel like i've experienced the pinnacle of human physical pleasure. What else could you ask for? And then to feel this warm, sweet smelling body near me. I want for nothing. |