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the good hurt.
2011-05-09 @ 10:27 a.m.
not much to say. busy busy weekend. we drove down to maryland and back with the little boy, and he was pretty fun. he and i get along pretty well, which is awesome. it was really awkward though, a couple times, since he asked me if i could make his mom a scarf and a pair of mittens for mother's day. since mother's day was "tomorrow" when he had asked, i said it would take far too long to get done in time, but we could do it some other time. hopefully he'll forget about it, because his mom is a real douche and i don't want to do anything for her, let alone anything that will take me a lot of time and cost a lot of money. diet is still going well. i haven't lost any actual pounds in a couple of weeks, but my figure is definitely changing, so i'm excited. it's really hard to not get discouraged by the scale, but i know that the most accurate gauge of weight loss is measurements, not scale readings, so i press on. and boy. he makes my every day so happy. i never thought i would find my best friend again, and that we would still be best friends, and that we would be able to remain best friends even with the sex and the relationship making everything complicated. i guess that's how you know when you've met "the one," because it isn't complicated at all. true love should never hurt. well, i'll take that back. the only time it should ever hurt is when it feels like your heart is going to explode because you love each other too much. but that's the good hurt. warm and sweet and overwhelming, and every minute of every day.
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