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rolling, moving ahead.
2012-01-31 @ 8:24 p.m.
i used to shy away from things that seemed "too good to be true," and i would avoid talking about them for fear that it would make them go away, but i'm not going to live like that anymore. i know now that my lack of faith in those things working out was what caused them to not work out. so now, i will simply be excited about them and expect the best, because it's stupid to do anything else and set yourself up for failure. i used to think that i was avoiding getting my hopes up, but that was fear and doubt talking. i am fully confident in how fantastic the future will be after what happened today, and even more positive that i'm doing the right things. i kind of started rambling on about all of the details, but i would be giving way too much away, so i had to scale it back a bit. let's just say that believing that things with money would work out, and believing that we would soon not have that stress on our plates, came sooner than i even thought. that finally, i can start to replenish my savings, and focus on what is important to me - my business. so let's also just say that i found out today about this resource for people who wish to be self-employed. i must have glazed over it a thousand times, looking at other things on the website, skimming over it in official correspondence. the acronym was always there, but i just never noticed it until yesterday. today, after my meeting, i felt so great and so confident about everything that was happening! i thought that this would be the perfect opportunity to shift gears! and when i got home and looked at that website and finally read what i found at that link, it just seemed like yet another puzzle piece falling into place. i feel like things are going exactly as i want them to. boy is so excited. i am excited too, because i love him to death and we're best friends and i would just be the happiest lady ever if through these actions, he was able to quit the job that he hates and work at home, with me. i can't wait for all of these things to happen. in conclusion, i feel really good. |