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pull back, let live.
2012-02-08 @ 10:09 a.m.
i wake up this morning and check fb in bed, to shake off the grog, as i normally do. and i see best friend has posted that it's not fair that she's still single, and all of her friends are married or almost [this is me, presumably]. and comments say things like, you'll find the right guy! and once you stop looking, you'll find him! and etc etc. so someone else says, you need to take care of yourself first, and she responds, yuck. that's what the guy is for. and i don't even need to say that i've told her all of these things before, and she just keeps letting it roll off like she didn't hear me. but i think the saddest part is that she doesn't understand how important it is to love yourself and have self-respect before someone else can have it for you. you can't expect someone else to be able to convince you that you are worthwhile. it's not fair to the other person in the relationship when you bring nothing to the table and expect them to carry all the weight. anyway, i have a lot of other stuff to do today and really don't care to dwell on this. i guess i just keep getting disappointed. i keep hoping she'll get it one day. there are little flashes here and there, but maybe i'm expecting too much too soon. or maybe she just doesn't want to get it. you can also want to help people too much. i think that's me sometimes. |