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off into the wilderness.
2012-03-02 @ 2:00 p.m.
ugh the weather! i woke up this morning when boy got up, and i was so hot in bed that i knew it was pretty nice outside, and would be even nicer by the afternoon. so i went back to sleep, woke up this morning, talked to my brother, did some stuff around the house, and am now looking at a poop overcast day that's probably going to turn into rain. extra disappointing because i wanted to take a drive and have a little picnic by myself. i guess i could do it anyway and just sit in my car if it turns, but it's not nearly as fun as sitting on a lake in the sun. i just want to take some pictures and enjoy how pretty it is, enjoy my life. there's so much to be excited about. i kind of need a break, away from tv and people and noise. i've been in high productivity mode because i know i have a lot to do. i have like 3-4 projects running simultaneously, two of them classified as really urgent because they are to become my source of income. #1 on the list is so important, but requires me to do so many things that i've never done before, so i find that the closer i get to the end of it, the more pressure i'm under because of all of these little things that i have to make sure are in order. i have to make sure of this and make sure of that, but they're both things that i've never had to make sure of before. information overload. brain drain. time off. i wonder if the sun came out just because i wished for it. i've been tossing the picnic around, but it seems that the universe wants me to go, so i will. |