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don't have time for more.
2012-10-22 @ 1:47 p.m.
totally awkward dinner with my parents yesterday. my relationship with my mother is still so difficult. my dad randomly sent me some money via paypal the other day and when i called to thank him, we decided that we're going down to his house this year. it is way further away but i think this is something that we need to do, especially since he's never met little A. i was saying to boy after dinner last night that my mom and stepdad are so unapproachable and the exact opposite of my dad. i never feel uncomfortable or fearful talking to my dad about things. when i am talking to him, he just listens to me. he says supportive things. he doesn't listen to me bare my soul and then tell me what an asshole i am. that's really all i want, from anybody. sigh. i don't really know what to say right now. |