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2014-04-22 @ 8:42 a.m.
yesterday very early morning we're laying in inflatable bed at my dad's house, and boy rolls over and it wakes me up, and when i see him looking at me i smile, and he whispers, "you look so cute over there." awwww. i may have mentioned this before, but it also may have been in an entry saved on notepad somewhere: boy has gained a lot of weight in the past few months. i'm still exactly where i have been since i gained a little bit back. we've been eating like shit, him in particular (hello mr. DOZEN krspy krm donuts in one sitting, mr. eat 1/4 of a pan of brownies intended to be shared amongst 36 people - and add a half a quart of ice cream on top [literally], mr. full pint of b&j's ice cream chased by an entire party size bag of reese's or raisinets or like one of those value packs of 6 hershey bars). he went to get tattooed on saturday and saw that he not only kind of has boobs, but that they were sweaty underneath from sitting hunched over, and FINALLY he was like, okay. i'm going to listen to everything you say about nutrition because i'm getting kind of gross. and i was like yes! hallelujah, guy. i'm not bothered by his weight (he's just pudgy to me at the moment), but he's all lethargic and out of breath and super lazy lately so it's wonderful that he wanted the change and i didn't have to say anything. so he's still laid off (2 weeks now, during which we've been pretty productive!), so today i'm making a big shopping list for the produce market and we're going to get back on the healthy dinner kick and take a walk at the park around lunchtime. i'm so happy right now :) <3 oh, and my hair is fucking amazing right now. i got all these new products and finally learned the correct process and treatment for my hair type. now it's so long - the longest it's been since i was in high school probably! - and completely healthy. i'm going to let it go until it gets really hot and then have all of the old damage cut off of my ends. i'm thinking about doing a miley cut. i'll be hot. but also cool. it's funny how both of those words mean so many things that i could really be talking about anything right now. anyway, there's a lot of other stuff that i want to discuss but it's for another time. boy is still laid off so he's like all up in my buns all day long. it's nice because i love hanging out with him, but sometimes i need alone time. ah, well. |