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 �what is Man? a miserable little pile of secrets.� - andr� malraux "i desire to live in peace and to continue the life i have begun under the motto, to live well you must live unseen." - rene descartes note random entry image credit design by : ilazarn ikmal powered by : diaryland |
lately.
2015-04-28 @ 4:45 p.m.
i keep starting to write things and then end up running out of time or realizing that i really don't even feel like talking about them. currently, life is ... life. i'm still alive. that's pretty much it right now. everything else is too long of a story. the real reason i am here is because i hadn't heard from my brother in a while. like, we text every day but it's silly shit. we haven't actually talked since i saw him on easter. so that usually means things are going shitty, and he called today to confirm that yes, things are in fact shitty. he caught his wife sexting an old bf, and upon saying "wtf!?" (and rightfully so, no?) she then proceeded to blame it all on him. you see, remember that long time ago when she moved out suddenly for no reason because she said she thought she couldn't trust him? and then there was another time recently when she freaked out again and thought he was trying to hit on her friend or something. none of these things happened, by the way. he's never cheated on her and wasn't hitting on her friend, she was just being paranoid. meanwhile, while wife has been blaming my brother for all of these supposed infidelities, she actually WAS doing sneaky shit behind his back. he caught her the first time by one of her friends sending him a questionable image of her hanging out with an ex (she had lied and said she was working late or something). the second time (this time), he notices she's been like GLUED to her phone, so he looks at it while she's gone and sees alllll of these texts from another ex, naked pictures, dick pics, etc. so yeah, when he actually says, wtf!? why were you doing this, she says, well remember all of those times i thought you were cheating on me, i have always been resentful about it and holding it in, and i just wanted to get back at you. .................... obviously, he was like, that's cool, you idiot, except i never actually did anything that you need to get back at me for! so actually, you just felt like doing it. you're just a selfish asshole. what is up with people, man?? jesus christ. see, one of the things that i started writing about but abandoned was how i hate that when my brother gets together with some girl, he expects us to automatically be best friends because he and i are best friends. he's just like, well you're both girls, and you both get along perfectly with me, so there is no reason that you should not get along perfectly with each other. and while i understand his logic, and while yes, i usually do get along with his girlfriends reasonably well, i don't always like them. when he got married to this girl, i was kind of like, ehhhhhhhh ...... okay. best one so far. but i just keep finding things out about her, and she keeps DOING these THINGS! things that people don't usually do unless they're assholes. so like now when i have some kind of crafty ladies get together it's always been implied that she's invited, but now i kind of want to take it back. i think it's weird when in laws act poorly not once, but repeatedly, and cause a lot of pain and strife for someone, but then still feel entitled to the person's family's kindness and consideration. i feel like fuck off, dude. i care about how a person treats another person, and you're clearly a dick. ugh. ugh! |