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hi, it's me.
2015-10-29 @ 11:23 a.m.


hey, i'm still alive, unfortunately.

nothing has really changed, but i never really have any time to write about it here, and no one i know gives a shit.

the only very surprising thing to me is that i absolutely love my job. mr. able and i get along wonderfully, and he is just a really kind, considerate, generous person. his family, his step kids, his girlfriend are all the best people. they went away over the summer and i was their driver to and from the airport. sitting in the car with them was like being on a road trip with my family, only without the yelling and mean-spirited teasing.

mr. able is starting this brand new business concept and while everyone i've told about it has been like "....?" i think it's at least interesting, and if it doesn't work out he can use the things we've prepared so far in another venture. i don't know if i've ever mentioned it here, but over the course of my time with mr. able i've sort of realized that he wasn't looking for a secretary as much as a personal assistant - someone to not only do paperwork but also manage all of his other things. i've gone shopping in the pool store, given the dog medicine, driven to so many random places, helped clean up the backyard, and watched countless hilarious videos. he needed someone to type and read to him but also someone to bounce ideas off of. most days we just sit here talking for hours, and i don't mind at all. though i dread physically waking up in the morning, i never dread coming here. i'm happy that we both found something that really works.

okay, i'm supposed to be researching court cases. i recently found out that my alumni account thru my university grants me access to this legal database that would have otherwise cost mr. able $3,000 a year to subscribe to. guess that $40k college education was totally worth it.

i would say i'll try to write more often but i don't want to make any promises i can't keep. i keep waiting for this black cloud that has been over my life for the past year to dissipate but so far no signs of sun.

(& thank you for the concern darling, i honestly feel sometimes that you guys care more about me than the people i've known my entire life. ♥ seriously.)