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2016-06-24 @ 10:03 p.m.
so like: 1. why the fuck wouldn't the stupid olsen twins come back for fuller house? i don't have any particularly strong feelings for full house (i watched it, like almost everyone else did, but was never crazy for it or anything) but i recognize how iconic it is. like, come on, guys! EVERYONE came back. it's what you owe your fame to. just make a fucking cameo. i haven't even watched one episode of fuller house and really don't care about it, but when i heard about that i couldn't help but feel in a way. 2. i was looking for the location of a restaurant on google maps and i always do street view if it's available. my therapist and i were discussing my anxiety and i was telling him how large, unfamiliar places really bother me. and he was saying how it's a control issue, i need to have predictable surroundings to feel safe and quiet in my mind. you know, you can't control everything happening around you, so when at least the environment is familiar that's one less variable to stress about. so i was like ah, well that explains a lot because before i go somewhere new, i always spend a ridiculous amount of time previewing and mapping the way there, preparing my phone and having multiple alternate routes, knowing all the phone numbers and areas adjacent, having backup copies of all of these details should something happen to the originals. yeah, i'm like, crazy. so i was doing all of this just a little while ago, and the map shows me this little orange circle on some areas? so i clicked it, and it was an INSIDE view of whatever establishment was there. like, you could walk through the place just like you can walk down the street with street view. do you realize how amazing a feature this is for people like me. they don't have it everywhere yet, but holy shit when they do. it will be life changing. 3. my hair has gotten really long lately (i wore it kinda short for years in a stacked a-line bob that was most of the time shaved in the back) and there have been more than a few days in the past month or so where i've been looking in the mirror thinking, hm, i'm kinda hot. usually my feelings about my appearance hover somewhere between disgust and deep loathing but i don't know what it is about longer hair suddenly, but i'm feeling ... pretty? a little more feminine than usual. slightly less body conscious, and i mean like 1% less, but that's still something. so that's something. 4. just realized i left 2 huge bags of swedish fish and m&ms in my desk at work but we turn the air off when we leave at night. i'll be so sad if they're globs on monday :( 5. think that's all i've got right now. best friend and i are doing all kinds of activities tomorrow so i should probably go to bed! |