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appreciative.
2013-03-04 @ 11:59 a.m.
so much has been going on, and i'm so stressed, and so overwhelmed. i'm not even going to go into it because to say what happened requires explaining of the backstory. but in short, everyone else went to bed at like 7pm on saturday night but i went around midnight after 6 straight hours of excruciating cramps, and was woken up at 5:30am yesterday for something REALLY stupid and couldn't go back to sleep. i was so annoyed that i just laid there and cried. at 7:30 boy asked what was the matter and i said, "i could either smash my fucking head into a wall repeatedly or go with this, so i chose this." but i digress. the reason i am writing right now is because i have really wanted nothing more than to just dig a hole and get into it for the past couple weeks. but today i talked to my mother on the phone for a full 30 minutes and there was no yelling, no criticism. that is something to really be thankful for. |