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can't maintain.
2017-06-20 @ 8:13 p.m.
super quick because i know i'll get carried away and i have a lot of other things to do right now. 1. the other location at work is a go, boss took my advice on a couple things: keeping the second location for us instead of renting it out (he has a friend who deals in super high end merch who got a regular 9-5 job but still wants to keep selling this merch as a passion project. boss suggested the guy continue to be a buyer and we'll sell for him so he doesn't have to deal with the small bullshit. friend accepted the deal!), giving new guy several weeks notice so he has time to transition out (he tried to give 2 weeks notice to ER too but once he found out the friend accepted the deal he took it back, because he'll need someone to run the old location). i'm so excited about all this. 2. i went to boy's for this weekend and we were sitting there talking about how much we like each other and out of nowhere he was like, so what are you doing? we've been doing this for 2 years almost. like what are your plans. and i was like wow that's funny, i've literally just been waiting for you to ask me that and show that you have some interest and level of care. so really long story short, we totally calmly talked about all of the things we hated about each other when shit got really bad between us, apologized for being awful, then decided that we're going to start looking for a place together up there pretty much immediately. we outlined a solid work/money plan, savings plan, I am going to be the one handling the finances, and all of that stuff. plans for the future and our life together. it was so good. we're going to make sure our commutes are roughly equal so i can stay at my job, which i love so deeply. and he really understands how i feel about it, even though i don't make much there. he gets that it's not just about the money for me. 3. one of our vendors came today while boss was out, i think he said he was from finland? so i go to write him a check and he starts to ask me about my sign, and my birthday, and we're talking and he's like i'm so glad no one is in here right now because i just wanted to tell you how beautiful you are, and i could just tell you were a gemini because they are the most beautiful women. i am so happy to come in every time because your smile is so wonderful and you seem so nice! then he was going to ask me out but asked if i had a boyfriend and of course i said yes, so he said tell your boyfriend i said he is very lucky to have such a beautiful woman! it was so adorable. i love all of our vendors, but this guy has always been my favorite (finnish accent, i mean come on). 4. i lost 7 pounds (on purpose). 5. overall, everything is going great right now. all of the things that were stressing me out are kind of resolved, so now i'm stressed out by the pressure to not fuck everything up. |