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convenience, cats, crazy people.
2019-07-11 @ 8:37 p.m.
this really will be quick because i have nothing significant to say, just a few interesting things. 1. i ordered my groceries online this week because i didn't want to get sucked into buying a bunch of shit i don't need on impulse. i am on a tight budget and also just really don't feel like shopping so this is a great compromise for a convenience fee of only $5. i left my house (after racing home from work to make sure my ceiling wasn't leaking, it wasn't) at 7:57 and was back home with a car full of groceries at 8:07. AND it was $10 cheaper than i thought because a few things were out of stock but they had less expensive alternatives. yes. 2. i read an article the other day saying that pasta cooled for 24 hours and then reheated is digested differently by the body, having a significantly lower effect on your blood sugar. i discovered when i was bodybuilding that i am really sensitive to pasta, white rice, simple carbs - my body really doesn't want me to eat them, but i do anyway because i'm an irresponsible asshole. i don't know about the validity of the study but i'm about to make a ton of pasta this week so it won't hurt to try. 3. i've noticed that my cat loves the rain, just like his mama. tonight when i came home he was sprawled out on his tree in front of the window. i closed the windows because that's what i always do, but he wanted me to open one again so he could lurk on the windowsill. our pets, these strange little creatures. <3 4. boss called me to go over to the new place to bring a customer's file, a customer who two weeks ago claimed she had no family and no one in the world and cried and did the whole thing so boss felt bad for her and gave her this huge discount on something really nice. then last week her "brother" calls and starts threatening boss because she decided she wanted her money back even though the sale was very clearly final and she signed multiple papers stating as such. so anyway, today she came with some other huge dude who wasn't her brother, and he's threatening boss so he had AL come over. boss's friend that i hate came in clutch with a fucking axe handle he kept in his car in case shit ever got crazy. THAT was hilarious. people are wild. 5. in another entry on a day that i have more time, i want to talk about how no one believed my mother was as insane and abusive as she was because she acted COMPLETELY different in public. completely different person. and then, how i repeated this pattern by staying so long with boy, who was exactly the same way. in public, he was so charming, saccharine sweet and comically goofy, this incredibly attractive and friendly, but so humble and self-deprecating everyman. he was this character to every single other person but me when we were out in public. and little A, too. but with him he was 50-50. sometimes he was terrible to him, but other times he was super sweet when he wanted someone to think he was "great dad" guy. but it's fucking crazy to tell people around you cwhat is happening to you behind closed door, how this person that you both know is behaving, and they just don't believe you because the image is so carefully controlled that it has never slipped, not once. you feel insane, literally insane. ok that's it. bye! |