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nothing of substance today.
2019-08-26 @ 4:42 p.m.
nothing of significance to say today, except that i am super excited about the trip less than two weeks away, and that the weather today is just magical. just about 80 degrees, clear, sunny, no humidity, breezy. so thankful for this in august. acct's funeral was yesterday but i really wasn't feeling well enough to go. on saturday i developed a pretty serious migraine that didn't go away, and sunday i woke up super dizzy. i thought i was having a vertigo attack or something but really i don't know what it was. i felt better, but still really listless and exhausted all day. when i spoke to my mom this morning she started telling me she didn't feel well over the weekend, and when i said "me too!" and started describing my symptoms she had the exact same thing. then JC told me today he felt the same way saturday and sunday. we all felt like we were coming down with the flu but without the sick part. it was weird, and i feel mostly better today, but still very tired. boss said acct looked great. they made him look healthy and dignified. it's against boss's religion to go to viewings (they're not supposed to see the body after someone dies) but he said he thinks god will forgive him for wanting to see his friend off. i agree. a breeze is blowing through all of my open windows and the evening air is clean and crisp. everyone has gone for the day and it's just boss and me and the birds. JC is doing the keto diet so he hired me to cook for him, which i accepted even though i can't stand him. honestly, it gives me an excuse to learn new recipes, learn new styles of cooking, develop ways to modify the recipes i currently love to different dietary needs. (this is a cookbook idea i'm working on btw, one recipe with full carb, low carb, and keto versions.) a little extra money for me for my troubles is nice as well, and it keeps me busy and on schedule. anyway that's it. i think we're leaving soon, i hope anyway. customers know what time we close, boss spoke on the phone with these particular customers (who begged boss to do them a favor, which he begrudgingly agreed to) like two hours ago and told them to make it quick, since we close at 7. they show up at fucking 7:02. i told you, you can't give people an inch because they'll take a fucking mile, and bitch about it, when YOU are the one doing THEM the favor. but if you've ever worked retail - you already know this. goodnight <3 |