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2012-12-29 - AUGH SO ANNOYING.
2012-12-27 - yes, they were happy holidays.
2012-12-22 - how soon is now?
2012-12-18 - rollercoaster.
2012-12-17 - heavy.
2012-12-15 - undertow.
2012-12-14 - nothing new.
2012-12-11 - so, how was it?
2012-12-06 - sex and physical therapy don't mix.
2012-12-04 - hi yes nice to meet you. i am a freelance catlady and misanthrope.
2012-11-27 - on being tattooed/modified people:
2012-11-25 - for once.
2012-11-24 - last night in the car, after dinner:
2012-11-23 - so loved and so thankful.
2012-11-19 - this is another one of those times.
2012-11-19 - this love is work, but it is effortless.
2012-11-17 - focusing on what makes me happy:
2012-11-14 - talking about art.
2012-11-13 - okay, let's all chill out now.
2012-11-12 - this one big thing about you.
2012-11-11 - i wonder about a lot of things.
2012-11-09 - anaphylaxis.
2012-11-07 - little A, trying to improve, and the storm.
2012-11-05 - i can't say.
2012-11-02 - fancy meeting you here.
2012-10-30 - don't really know what else to say.
2012-10-28 - quickie.
2012-10-24 - an upward shift.
2012-10-22 - don't have time for more.
2012-10-18 - how did you get my address?
2012-10-14 - this oasis.
2012-10-12 - some of the reasons that i love you are conversations like these:
2012-10-08 - a hard week.
2012-09-28 - we learned that we can see them coming a mile away.
2012-09-25 - lucid.
2012-09-23 - just breezin through.
2012-09-16 - sigh.
2012-09-15 - goodnight, dear soul.
2012-09-14 - pain management, kids, depression.
2012-09-10 - beautiful boy.
2012-09-07 - have i said too much?
2012-08-26 - prostaglandins.
2012-08-24 - today:
2012-08-22 - gotta love brothers.
2012-08-21 - resolution.
2012-08-20 - this is your biggest character flaw.
2012-08-15 - it worked, now i'm amused and sleepy.
2012-08-13 - joy without fear.
2012-08-06 - what were you even thinking? or were you thinking at all?
2012-08-06 - home is wherever i'm with you.
2012-08-02 - little A update, love, and reconnection.
2012-07-31 - quick list.
2012-07-27 - focus.
2012-07-25 - today was a piece of shit.
2012-07-24 - briefly, reflective:
2012-07-22 - my life.
2012-07-18 - really hateful today.
2012-07-15 - made my day yesterday:
2012-07-13 - changing focus.
2012-07-11 - things are looking up.
2012-07-02 - chest, some back, shoulder, and upper arm to elbow.
2012-06-29 - so i'm trying.
2012-06-27 - should i/shouldn't i.
2012-06-26 - what i went with:
2012-06-25 - how can you thank your heart for beating?
2012-06-23 - please destroy my fucking uterus with a laser.
2012-06-20 - stress level alert: high.
2012-06-16 - weekender.
2012-06-14 - adventures in bed.
2012-06-13 - hay sup.
2012-06-09 - SSS.
2012-06-07 - pent up.
2012-06-06 - now i'm ready to start.
2012-06-04 - fml.
2012-05-30 - relevant quote:
2012-05-25 - a love note:
2012-05-25 - thinking about thinking.
2012-05-23 - i don't like to take it day by day.
2012-05-21 - so annoyed, so often.
2012-05-17 - i will not take these things for granted.
2012-05-15 - catching up.
2012-05-14 - quickly:
2012-05-10 - unwelcome lifestyle change.
2012-05-08 - 10% battery.
2012-05-03 - pieced together over days.
2012-04-28 - mission accomplished.
2012-04-27 - time will tell.
2012-04-26 - trying to be quick.
2012-04-24 - thinking.
2012-04-23 - returning from the weekend.
2012-04-21 - short and sweet, for me.
2012-04-20 - the saga ends, i guess.
2012-04-19 - naptime.
2012-04-17 - blah blah.
2012-04-16 - what's going on:
2012-04-15 - while waiting for sleep to come:
2012-04-14 - i do what i like, just what i like and how i love it!
2012-04-07 - tick tick.
2012-04-05 - what is the word i'm looking for.
2012-04-02 - things i'm thinking about:
2012-03-31 - observing.
2012-03-30 - doing this.
2012-03-28 - get going.
2012-03-27 - keeping busy to keep sane.
2012-03-26 - still alive.
2012-03-25 - always a racecar in the red.
2012-03-24 - everything's better, thanks.
2012-03-20 - 30% completion.
2012-03-20 - so smart self.
2012-03-17 - staying awake.
2012-03-17 - don't worry, i know what i'm doing.
2012-03-15 - my best friend, my partner.
2012-03-14 - wtf?
2012-03-13 - very quickly:
2012-03-09 - just thinking.
2012-03-07 - create what you truly desire.
2012-03-04 - laugh, and don't worry.
2012-03-02 - always goodness.
2012-03-02 - off into the wilderness.
2012-03-01 - enough already!
2012-02-29 - two things i forgot to mention:
2012-02-28 - please teach me how to make someone disappear from my life.
2012-02-26 - make up your damn mind.
2012-02-25 - hey. go fuck yourself.
2012-02-22 - trepidation.
2012-02-19 - pencil me in when you can.
2012-02-19 - time to listen.
2012-02-17 - tell me again how i let you down.
2012-02-16 - tired brain.
2012-02-13 - meow mix.
2012-02-10 - thank you.
2012-02-08 - pull back, let live.
2012-02-07 - behind the curtain.
2012-02-03 - a really nice thing.
2012-01-31 - rolling, moving ahead.
2012-01-30 - evil takeout.
2012-01-29 - building foundations.
2012-01-25 - shut up shut up!
2012-01-25 - uh?
2012-01-23 - maybe try.
2012-01-23 - tattoo talk.
2012-01-20 - things in order.
2012-01-19 - building a life.
2012-01-14 - reminder/note to self:
2012-01-13 - love talk.
2012-01-09 - last leg.
2012-01-08 - unintentionally romantic moments:
2012-01-08 - yeah, that update:
2012-01-05 - a proud moment, i hope it lasts.
2012-01-03 - h&d list.
2012-01-01 - 2012.


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